jahitan

diam
diam dan terus 
diam..


dengan hati yang tercalar akibat di calar sudah sekian lama oleh si dara..
dengan perlahan lahan aku mendongak ke atas 


dan lantas


aku menarik nafas ku sedalam yang mungkin
terasa segala bau bauan yang pernah ku bau dan juga yang tidak pernah ku bau..


penarikan nafas yang dalam
ingin kan segala calar balar yang ada dalam tubuh ku,hilang sebegitu sahaja..


setelah hilang








ak mahu pergi..








-themapoftheproblematique-

Sigar..

Hati yang hendak ku genggam sampai hancur..

Puasku..

senyum
senyum
senyum

kemudian ia bertukar menjadi

marah
marah
marah

tika melihat jam berdetik detik

aku bertukar menjadi benci

aku benci kerna engkau..


-themapoftheproblematique-

Suara kecil ..

*Terdiam..




I found God... on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West... was all but won
All alone... smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?"... He said, "Ask anything".

Where were you... when everything was falling apart.
All my days... were spent by the telephone
It never rang... and all I needed was a call
That never came... to the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?... Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late... you found me, you found me.

But in the end... everyone ends up alone
Losing her... the only one who's ever known
Who I am... who I'm not and who I wanna place
No way to know... how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?... Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late... you found me, you found me...

The early morning... the city breaks
And I've been calling... for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve... taking all I want

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure... you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor... surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?... Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late... you found me, you found me!

Why'd you have to wait... to find me, to find me?




-themapoftheproblematique-

MASA..

Pening Kepala

hey..sudah bangon dari tidur??

*termenung sejenak kerna pelik*

hmm..

untuk pertama kali setelah beberape bulan aku sudah lame tidak bangon awal pagi..

tiba-tiba pada pagi sabtu,aku bangon sgt awal jam 7 pagi lagi (sangat awal bagi aku).

mak aku terus berkata "demam ape kau ne bangon awal?"

sudah sekian lama aku tidak mendengar suara pagi..

*terdiam*

terdiam memikir kan tentang ape yg hendak di ucapkan kepada nyaa...

*ketawa kecil*

dalam suara kecil di dalam hati berkata "mungkin sebab ini titik permulaan untuk aku berubah kepada seseorang yang lebih rela menghabis kan sesaat masa dalam hidup aku..

itulah yang aku hendak capaikan,iaitu BERUBAH..

teringat dahulu,semasa aku kecil,aku sering terjaga awal..

adakah sememangnya zaman kanak-kanak,semua manusia dalam dunia ini akan terjaga awal atau aku sahaja??

mungkin ini adalah satu mainan yang berlegar-legar di pemikiran aku sahaja..

tetapi,aku gumbira kerna dapat berjaga awal.ini merupakan satu titik tolak dalam hidup aku..

sekian..

-themapoftheproblematique-

TEKEDEK-KEDEK.. (:

What a game,AGAIN.!haha..
itu lh ucapan seorang pejuang yg beraksi dalam perlawanan futsal mlm td.!
heiiii..
kteorg maen CUN gila..and ada gk part2 yg KLAKA n MENGECEWAKAN..
hahahha..


dh lme game start lambat sb keeper kteorg MENGENCING kami utk hadir,tetapi itu semua tidak mematahkan semangat kami utk berjuang smp titisan PELUH yg terakhir..
haha..
kol2 keeper kteorg,xdpt2..

BABI.!
haha..
sabar je lhh..
dh lh maen ngan bdak2 FORM 5..
PENATTTTTTT GILAAAAAA..
dowg dh lh laju,kecik..
heiiii..


Aku dh pk dh,bilaaaa lh nk abes nee..
sume dh x larat,nk mati dh sume..dh bengkak-bengkak,kecut-kecut,BUASIR,sume ada.!hahahaha..


bkn KECIK-KECIK ANAK nye hal dowg ne..
sume dh pancit,mls nk keja bola..!
haha..
tp semua 2 x pe.!
kteorg menang dengan jaya nyee.!
dengan WARNA TERBANG lggggggggggg..
woot woot.!


-Blah kalau goyang-

Can I Travel Pleaseeeeeeeee ??

Venice,can i??


Haaaaaa..nk pegi travel ke venice bole??
ALONE.!
bole x??
haha..
semua org ada thier own dream places kn,kn,kannnnnnn?
im dying to go to venice..
tp ape kn daya..
duit pn xda,xkn nk byr pkai BULU plak kannnnnn..
chaiitt..~!

ABOUT VENICE-Venice (Italian: Venezia [veˈnɛːtsja] , Venetian: Venesia) is a city in northern Italy known both for tourism and for industry, and is the capital of the regionVeneto, with a population of about 272,000 (census estimate 1 January 2004). Together with Padua, the city is included in the Padua-Venice Metropolitan Area (population 1,600,000).

The name is derived from the ancient tribe of Veneti that inhabited the region in Roman times.The city historically was the capital of an independent city-state. Venice has been known as the "La Dominante", "Serenissima", "Queen of the Adriatic", "City of Water", "City of Masks", "City of Bridges", "The Floating City", and "City of Canals". Luigi Barzini, writing in The New York Times, described it as "undoubtedly the most beautiful city built by man".^[3] Venice has also been described by the Times Online as being one of Europe's most romantic cities.^[4]

The city stretches across 117 small islands in the marshy Venetian Lagoon along the Adriatic Sea in northeast Italy. The saltwater lagoon stretches along the shoreline between the mouths of the Po (south) and the Piave (north) Rivers. The population estimate of 272,000 inhabitants includes the population of the wholeComune of Venezia; around 60,000 in the historic city of Venice (Centro storico); 176,000 in Terraferma (the Mainland), mostly in the large frazioni of Mestre andMarghera; and 31,000 live on other islands in the lagoon.

The Republic of Venice was a major maritime power during the Middle Ages and Renaissance??, and a staging area for the Crusades?? and the Battle of Lepanto, as well as a very important center of commerce (especially silk, grain and spice trade) and art in the 13th century up to the end of the 17th century. This made Venice a wealthy city throughout most of its history.It is also known for its several important artistic movements, especially the Renaissance period. Venice has played an important role in the history of symphonic and operatic music, and it is the birthplace of Antonio Vivaldi.

Siap ada details lg nyah psl venice..

nasib baek sy x letak details mcm tiket penerbangan ke,budjet hotel ke,makanan ke..!

haaaa....!

TETAPI,nk pegiiii..hurmm..*sigh..

RUSSIAN RED.. (:

KHAYAL.. (:

Dengar kn lh laguuu neee..*stim stim stim..

syahdu gila laguuu ne..

haha..

denga beribu kali pn x muak..

haha..

Act lagu ne dr movie ROOM IN ROME(certia psl lesbian)woot woot.!

tapi SOUNDTRACK lagu ne sume lyn2 doeeeee.!
cerita ne je yg cm byk nude..tp pedahal doeee..
sy nk dga lagu itu sahajaaaaaa.. (:
cerita ne membe ak yg download kn,pastu ak tnye die cerita ape,pastu die suh tgk rmai2..
ble dh tgk rmai2,seeeemmmmuaaaaaa dh melekat kt dpn pc,tgk cerita ne.!
haha..

(:

The List of Tracks : 

01 .Women's Magazine Tango (06:02)
02. The Painting Speaks (02:07)
03. Libera Me (05:36)
04. Caesar's Rome (03:13)
05. Secret Garden (01:58)
06. The Room (01:49)
07. Adam's Lullaby/Roman Mix (02:57)
08. Conversation With An Absent Father (02:27)
09. Aphrodite (04:23)
10. Strange Fish Tango (02:15)
11. Agora In Athens (02:36)
12. Meeting Place (02:01) 
13. Enchantment (01:57)
14. Pompei (01:52)
15. Quarrel (02:00)
16. Body Shapes (01:41)
17. Il Tango Delle Rivista Femminile (06:02)
18. Loving Strangers (performed by Russian Red) (03:59)
19. Upset (performed by Russian Red) (04:09)
20. Contigo (performed by Canteca De Macao) (03:09)

 

WOOT WOOT.!

RUSSIAN RED <3

BERANAK.. (:

Tarikh Penting lg penting dr tarikh nk raye...!


HAHA..Hari ini,tanggal 19 November 2010,hari Jumaat pukul 8.50am,maka dengan ini,terlahir lh sy dlm benda2 memblog-gelog ini..


hasil berkat ibu bapa yg bertungkus lumus menjaya kn sy dlm blog ini,dengan mata rabak,dengan selesema yg melanda,tetapi itu semua tidak mematah kn semangat sy utk menjaya kn belog2 alah ini..!haha..


duluuuuuuuu2 ada blog,tp nth lhhh..mane nth ilangg..*sigh..TETAPI,terlahir lh yg baruuuuu..
rse gementar lh ble tulis blog ne,myb sb sy EXCITED eh ble wt benda ne.!jakun gila kau nok wt blog ne,terkial2 kau NOK edit tuuuu neeeeee!ak sanggup x tidooo wt blog..


tgk org laen nye blog,rmaiiiiiii je folowers dowg,TETAPI ak??haaaaa..xpe2..
lps ne,ak nk addddddddd je org.. (:


ini dh merupakan satu PENCAPAIAN bg saya stakat ne,,!haha..cool thouu..!wat blog boleeeee gementarrrr.!vervous i nyah.!haaaaa..huhu..ouhyeah.!merapu merapu merapu.. (:


ciao~.!
(cool thou ak ada blog)*jakun..
(: